Ryian's 2008

• Great success on SPINOVEX 2008 on early Jan.
• Took the last paper of Singapore Polytechnic at end of Jan.
• Visted Ya Huan (Labis), Wei Choon (JB), Evangeline, Mr. Tan Poh Seng and Magdalene (Singapore) place in Chinese New Year on Feb.
• Joined Geoconsult Pte Ltd as a Draftsperson with Ya Huan on Mar.
• New colleagues: Andy (Malaysian), Josephine (Filipino), Myat (Burmese), Thet (Burmese), Htet (Burmese), Chong (Malaysian), Hon Leong (Singaporean), Jay (Austrian), Elizabeth (Singaporean), Emily (Singaporean) and Bosses etc.
• Changes status from Student Pass to Employment Pass and then Permanent Resident of Singapore by June.
• Family outing to Genting Highlands and KL on April.
• Received Diploma in Civil And Structural Engineering.
• Quit work of Geoconsult and turned sour with Boss on July.
• Repaid all debts to Bank and went penniless.
• Accepted by NUS as Undergraduate of Civil Engineering on Aug.
• Make new friends: Ru Rui, Haw Wen, Keith, Kok Beng and Ruriko.
• Part-time at 7-11 Admiralty for a month in June.
• 4 months of struggling in NUS.
• Heart Brokened.
• 1 month School Holiday from Dec.
• Part-time as draftsman at Leng Consultant Pte Ltd on Dec.

Lonely Friday

Today my colleague, Wen Ya on leave till the next monday afternoon. I am kind of lonely in the office with her absence. Usually we were about to reach office the earliest but today feeling kind of weird alone in the office in the early morning. But still have to rush all the works so no time to miss her yet till the lunch time, when I walked to the old hawker alone that I used to go when I was in Geoconsult, I felt so bloody lonely. Eat my fravourite 'yong tau fu' with with my tastebud not functioning. I finally knew I really couldn't eat well without friends or family together. Maybe I should have lunch alone for sometimes to slim down, but it's really tough though.

After work, finally met Haw Wen, Keith, Ru Rui and Ming Qi for dinner. We intended to discuss what module to bid for next semester but ended up chatting bullshit and then watched 'little nyonya' at the same place till and time home. All seems so passionate to workhard for the coming semester, and I felt motivated too. Hope the motivation stays long with me.

Holiday ending soon, hope I could get my pay and spend it before school started. I just couldn't let it started without having fun enough. Now, thinking of going to 'Siloso Beach Countdown 2009' with somebody. Anybody interested? It's kind of ex but just wanna experience it once. Anyone?

Christmas 2008

Although I am not a Christian, but I do enjoy this special occasion when people busy shopping and buying presents for their friends and family. I am quite a lucky guy to received quite a number of presents already. This is the 1st time receiving so many gifts. Christine repay me a adidas bottle and shoe bag for my 21st birthday by this x'mas, candy from rami and a huge hamper from pretty lady boss plus few cards from dearest friends. Thanks so much, I am so happy this x'mas! Hope more present coming up! hehehe...

Qualifying English Test Result

Just a blink of eye is already Friday, the busy company makes felt the time goes extremely fast. When I was just about to start my delicious lunch, I recieved a sms from a classmate: the QET result had out, and it wasn't a good news for most of them. I immediately felt no appetite on my plate of rice, and my mind attention were flew to the desktop wonder what result would I get. So, when Wen Ya knew I'm very curious for the result, we gobble our food and finished it in a few minutes. Back to office, the user unfriendly website which need to download a program before viewing my result makes me so frustrated, fortunately Rui was online to help checked it out for me. And I got a Band 3, it means I need to take a English Module in the next semester. Pity my fren who failed the test and need to take 2 English Modules. They can't even review their paper, so they were so innocence. Haiz... wanna work hard for my English.

Late to work

In the early morning of Monday, after a rain showered in coldness and my alarm was run off of battery so I failed to wake up at 7a.m. And my Sis's maid didnot wake me up. OMG! I was damn furious when I woke up and saw my phone, it was 5 minutes to 8a.m. I quickly rush to the toilet and shouted her name with y angerness. She did not care about people even though we are in the one roof. What the hell, I know I did not contribute to her pay but she shouldn't do this to me rite? I asked her, "Why you did not wake me out?", she did not reply me, I guess she must be guilty. When I told my Sis, she scolded her, but I did not expect her to be scolded just felt that my Sis should and know what to do. This is not the 1st time she make the mistake, my Sis also experienced it. So I think that makes her angrier. Hope she won't do it again.

9 to 6 kind of office life

Just worked for 3 days, I'd already bored of office life and I am getting sick. Not sick of work but sick of health. My eyes was swollen red since yesterday, facing the computer all day long with all the work loads given to me, I couldn't and forgoten to rest my eyes. Back home with eye red and dried. Today, the third day of work, Boss approach me again and told me during the critical of time now I may need to stay for OT and he'll pay for my OT. I got a bad instinct I am gonna be very busy in coming days hence, Wen Ya is going to take a lot of holiday soon. I am dead for sure! Oh No.

This morning, met Andy my ex-colleague on the bus to work and he was late by the time. I have no excuse to make so I told him I am working part time nearby. I became to learn that the more we wanna keep them from knowing the more exposure it will be. Soon, I think the whole ex-company will knew it. Actually I don't mind if they knew it or not, just hope that they wouldn't spread rumours of me around and worst to my Boss's ear.

Tomorrow I am going back hometown for a important dinner, and my Mum will sing on the function. I think she's very worried now as this is her 1st time on stage. A family reunion on the go! Enjoy!

Ist day working at Leng Consultant

Today was my first day at Wen Ya's working firm, the route to Leng Consultant is just behind my ex-employer's company. I reach early to the office with Wen Ya, she show me around the office. The office is well renovated, I like the office design. Although, the company only have 3 workers including me and to bosses, but it makes me feel comfortable there. The company is very busy so I started working in the morning and when I am concentrating at drawings, the big boss appear behind me and gave me a very warm welcome. He even asked me to feel like my home there. I've never seen such a nice Boss ever. So I did not ask about my pay, what a silly me... But I didn't expecting much there as I only knew draftsman's work but Wen Ya knew much much more. What a capable friend I had, I am proud of her and I can see that the Bosses like her a lot. No wonder she introduce me in the company without Boss's interviewing and doesn't even look at my resume. The Boss must be trusting her judgement. Hope I won't let her down.

This morning, I met Ya Huan on the bus to work. She was late by the time I met her, what a coincide to work near to her again. I tried to surprised her in front but she doesn't feel anything and she had knew it I am going to work at Wen Ya's company. Spoilt my mood. During lunch, we met again to Ya Huan's favourite Vegetarian Restaurant, the food is really nice there. I was worrying to met my ex-bosses there cos it is very near to my ex-company. Luckily, I didn't met any ex-colleagues and Ya Huan did not tell any of them.

After work, I walk to Redhill MRT just as when I did before but the feeling is not the same anymore. I do not know why is it so but maybe I am missing the feeling walking home with Ya Huan and Htet. I hope Htet is having fun at his own hometown in Myanmar right now. Suddenly, I miss them so much, but I got a feeling they'd already forgoten me:(

Meet Old Friends

Last Sunday, went back to Bento Box to find Ah Zhong for breakfast together with Ah Hong. People there says I am more plume than last time, it really makes me uneasy. Maybe NUS's food is too delicious or maybe I am too stressed. But, they didn't change at all. Me an Ah Hong was late, when i reached the food court, Ah Zhong is about to start his breakfast again. He thought we had forgotten the date. As ussual, I always late when it comes to breakfast with them because travelling from Woodlands to Jurong Point me 50 mins. He'd been long time skipping breakfast as we all left Bento Box, I think he must be happy to see us.

After breakfast, me and Ya Fang met up wanna go JB for some spin. On the way to Singapore Custome, she found that she didn't brought her passport but she thought she could use her access card to enter Malaysia. When I passed the counter, I saw her searching her back panickly and then I learned that she left her card at home too. So I walked to the Officer and asked her what could I do now? He said "You could wait for her to get her passport here." but we decided not to go there anymore. Since I'd crossed over the counter, I need to walk a distance to the underpass and then to the Singapore departure hall. It was a very big round. No wonder we called her 'Sotong' in poly, now she still a Sotong, or perhaps Queen of Sotong.

Tomorrow, I'll be going to Wen Ya's office to work as a temporary draftman till my holiday end. What a coincide, her office is just right to my ex-company. Hope I won't bump into my ex-bosses there. I didn't ask Wen Ya about my pay, I wonder how much would they willing to give? But I heard her company is lack of workers. From 5 colleagues to 2, I don't think I have spare time in her office. But, maybe it is the best way to kill times.

Bored Saturday Morning

This Saturday, I planned myself a lot of activities but in the end screwed up by my friends. Some are lazy to come out and some are busy with their own thingy. Actually wanna have a round of tennis or window shopping before the BBQ at Heryanto's place, but everyone seems so busy lately. Ah Huang and Ah niao went back Kluang in the early morning, they asked me to join them but already promised to go the BBQ and just back from Kluang so I turned them down, but I really wish to go back with them as a lot of Secondary mates now having holiday in Kluang.

So the whole morning, I was watching Movies and dramas until 3pm, my brain urge me to go out for a stroll. I decided to go window shopping alone at Causeway Point. Poor me, shopping alone and stressing myself not to spend any cents forgotten to take my lunch. When Rui sms me she'd reached Singapore, we decided to meet up at Jurong East. We were surprised by the closure of Jurong Entertainment Centre. Ever heard of news for renovation nor upgrading, and there is no sign board to our answer. We assume it as closure for renovation, so we head up to the library behind. Borrowed a book name 'Demons Are Ghoul's Best Friend', I was attracted by the title "Demons" of course.

When we were about to go to Heryanto's place, the rain started to splash, fortunately it stopped when we reach his house. Suddenly, my stomach began to growled and it reminds me I haven't have my lunch. Thank goodness, Micheal had prepared the spaghetti, and it was delicious. The BBQ objective is actually a farewell to Ruriko from Japan and Hanim from Korea, exchange students we met in NUS, but I invited Wen Ya and Sian Feng to come, poor Wen Ya a vegetarian brought her own food and we were so interested to taste her food hope she have enough for herself. Besides them, Wei Sheng and Jia Hong which I had last seen in Poly turned up too. Army life really changes Wei Sheng, Kabir and 'an idiot' not only appearance but also mindset. Hope to see them all again in future.

1st Week of Holiday

In this 1st week of holiday, I felt it passes extremely fast and I did wasted every day of mine doing things. I used the week to help Mum repainted our walls and the gate. Although I did not repaint all the walls or very well done, but I still felt successfulness of doing it by my own. I also enjoyed the Hong Kong drama 'Jia Hao Yue Yuan' with Mum, which make my Mum addicted to it and she even asked me to teach her how to use the desktop. Haha.. felt guilty for my Dad because Mum abandoned him for drama now.

I came back Singapore yesterday, wanna find some part time here and also attend Heryanto's BBQ on Sat. Again, not to waste my every little time I have, so I asked Ah Huang out for tennis practice at SP and shopping at Bugis today. Bought myself a shorts felt damn guilty cause I'd spent money instead of earning yet. My legs still aching, maybe too long never exercise, Ah Huang wanna stop the game after 1 and a half hours so do I.

In school, I met Anna and Shi Min with their own friends. What a coincidence, never thought I would met anyone I knew there except lecturers. Have a chat with Anna, and decided to pay Haou Wah a visit at Muar by end of Dec. Opps... Haven't told Haou Wah the news.

4 weeks to enjoy! Cheers!

Last paper of semester 1

Haha! Today, had my last paper of semester 1 but still not doing well. I did study very hard but I know last minute is not that effective. I even study till 2a.m this morning and woke up 7a.m to school, now only feels so tired out and freaking full cos I went celebrating at my favorite sushi in Ang Mo Kio with Keith, Haw wen and a mysterious girl.

After the exam, we all so excited to visit the new West Coast Plaza without knowing the direction, we ended up lost our way somewhere middle of West Coast Highway. Second time felt cheated by Ah Beng's words, he's the one who told me West Coast Plaza is next to West Coast Park but ended up tiring our legs. We finally given up on a deserted bus stop and decided to proceed to the sushi restaurant.

On our way to Harbour Front, Keith noticed Haw Par Villa and without our consent or respond he pressed the bell so we have a trip to Haw Par Villa- 10 Courts of Hell. This is the second time visiting the place and this time it is not free admission anymore but with a ticket priced $1. After the visit, we continued our way to Ang Mo Kio. Luckily, no queue to be wait.

The dinner really make my stomach going to burst, maybe too happy that we ended our last paper. We were so full and cant even walk properly, walking seems so painful and tired for me. I never knew Keith is so big appetite, he never complain about stomaches. Bought myself ENO but still not very effective. But overall, I enjoyed the dinner much and I broke my record of having 4 puddings:) The pudding tasted fantastic lol although I knew it was made by Kunyahku. This holiday, wanna feed me lots of kunyahku and no more Sushi for a month.

Kill 2 Birds with 1 Stone

Yeah! today quite excited because I killed two modules in a day. Although I never do very well but at least I did try my best to try every questions. It's far more different than Maths paper which I really couldn't finish 50%.

I shouldn't think of the past. I still need to move on, with the precious experienced made, I wouldn't dare to repeat already. Please somebody remind me of this horrible experienced if I'm going slack again in future, I would thanks you.

After today's Infrastructure and Physics exams, we all felt relieved although there is still be a Structural Analysis paper on sat. Me, Haw Wen and Keith could still enjoy drama 'Little Nyonya' at Clementi Food court till 10pm. Remind me of a sentence "Ji De Kong!"

Reach home around 11pm, feel sleepy now. Tomorrow having another battle with war-mate Haw Wen and Keith in Woodlands Library. Wish me luck!

10 chapters in 2 hours

Today I took my 1st exam paper, Maths. I thought we all would felt less stressed as 1 module is out. And I thought Maths is the only module that I'm quite confident. But 1 hour and 50 mins passed when I submitted my paper at 3pm, I still couldn't feel better and still feeling agitated. Although Keith said let passed be by pass but I still couldn't accept the fact.

When the exam started about 10 mins, my head is already pounded so hard maybe is the migrant. I am just able to do 4 out of 10 questions and I did not finish the whole question. I just couldn't think about it as I know I still need to move on. As Haw Wen said failed is better than getting a D. But for my, I just hope I could pass and I do not want to retake the same module as it wasted my time and also may be wasted a semester school fees.

This is also my 1st time who felt so stressed up until headaches much till now. I really put in a lots of effort and time doing maths in the pass days. I do not dare to think of my worse modules, Physics and Infrastructure tomorrow. I knew I did not do well not because of migrant, what can I do is to blame myself.

The Maths lecturer said the Maths Exam wouldn't easy to fail but I do not know whether is my understanding is bad or I do not put enough effort in it. Right now, I have no holiday mood anymore. :'(

Qualifying English Test

Finally I took my QET which i supposed to take before my NUS life, I think I'm much more fortunate than them who took it earlier on because the essay title is "Pre-Marital Sex" rather than last their topic "Bio...." as I think I knew nothing about Biology. I've been lost interest since my Biology Exam in 2003 SPM so called 'O' Level. Buddha must be blessing me. But still, I did not finish my 500 words required, just wrote approximate less than 300 words. Haiz... I think I will get less than band 4. Buddha bless me not to fail or else I'm gonna take 2 English Modules.

Today, I'm gonna make a big desicion of my life. Hehe... Actually is my planning of my holiday la. I need to give Orion an answer, whether I'm going Cambodia of not. Pity me, suddenly pops up few interesting events in this 1 month short holiday. I think I'm gonna let Orion, my dear friends, and the orphans in Cambodia down. I think is cruel but no choice la. Haiz... There are few reasons why:

1) they are going to set off by 13th Dec which is my mum's singing competition day + dinner
2) Red cross training camp on 18th Dec
3) the last minute of changes of destination from Vietnam to Cambodia which i'm not mentally prepared.
4) my planning of working part-time in Bird Park

So sorry to my dear friends who gave me so much support to go community service, i'd let u all down.

Movies

These are the movies I've been watching through out my bored weekends. Some are new movies and some are movies long ago but heard was nice so decided to watch it.

• Max Payne, I gave 2 out of 5 stars. A fresh story but not logical in sense. If u intend to watch, please not to think from a logical way so you will enjoy more on the action part. Fighting scene are great but too exaggerating.
  

Rule number 1, stupid and bullshit ending. Only 1 and a half stars out of 5. Only actors and actresses who are worth to watch. All handsome and pretty, but too bad the story sucks. Ending makes me wanna scold director "wat the Fxxk"!

The Descent, quite a good movie. I gave it a3 out of 5 stars. Did gave me some shocking scenes, and I like the way the gals fight back the creatures. Waiting for the season 2 to show. I'll go to cenima next time when it shows.

The Coffin, the trailer was nice. Did cheated me to buy the show. Only worth 1 and a half stars out of 5. I heard a Aunty next to me scold "What a lousy show" at the end of the show. Feel so sad for the director but they really good in advertise.

Sweet Rain, what a lousy, lame, and bored movie I'd ever seen in Cinema. Through out the 1 and a half hours never catch my attention at all. Maybe for sympathetic, I could only give half a star, no joke. Bad movie! What a waste of my money.

Finally updated my blog

First, I wanna apologize to all my frens who keep asking me to update my blog. Hee... Actually, i did updated my blog but is my live blog. Today just finish a physic test, dont wanna talk about it. It's not a good news.

I knew since I steped into NUS I never update my NUMB space here. But it is very, really, extremely busy from the start of the school till now, projects and assignments submission period. You know what? Yes, exam is coming. Althought I only have 4 papers but my stress is more then my O level. Haiz... I still loves SP (Singapore Polytechnic). SP is always the BEST!

To update you all, I roughly tell you all wat am I busying in NUS. I joined a comunity club of our Engineering Sub Club called Operatrion Orion. Our motive is to raise fund for our community service in those unfortunate contries such as Vietnam, Laos, Indo and etc. The way we raise fund is through selling A4 papers, car washing in our faculty to earn Professors $ and currently selling our club own T-shirt. This coming dec, we planed to go Vietnam to build a library for the children but I just received a bad news last mon that our fund is not sufficient so we need to changed it to Loas to build solar system for the unfortunate people there.

Anyway, I am still considering whether I wanna go or not as the expenses will cost $500. I most probably will withdraw this time. Sorry buddies, I didnt mean to let you all down la, I knew you all are very supportive when I need you guys to buy T-shirt from me which is quite expensive $12. For you all who havent seen the design, I uploaded here for ur interest please contact me k:) It comes with white and blue, very nice o...

The Journey To The Center Of The World

Last sunday, I watched the movie 'Journey To The Center of The Earth' a 3D film starring Brandan Fraser. I could only say it's not a very thrilling one, why? because of the 3D effect and also the story line not that realistic. This time, no matter how hard i tried to use my imagination to perfect the movie still leave me tonnes of loopholes unexplained. We were not intended to watch the movie at first, I even never heard of it before. When I asked the counter and he pointed me a poster far away at the corner which no one notice it. When i stpped in the theatre, the seats are almost full, unexpectedly because I thought it will change my ponit of view of reject 3D movie. Unfortunately, it still disappoint me thought it'll be much more excited.

Pity little elder

I'm not sure whether i influenced my frens and some colleagues or is it Josephine, we all very scared of the petty manager of mine.

This afternoon when my colleagues and I were having lunch at our regular ABC market, we saw him alone looking for seat, our table with 1 vacant but still we act that we did not see him. Haha... you'll thought we are bad rite? but actually he would not want to sit with us.

After lunch, when 6 of us were on the way back to the office, we saw him in front of us but none of us dare to go near him as waiting to cross pedestrian trafic light. When the light turn green, we walked as slow as we could to avoid seeing him. Too bad, we still met him down the building waiting for the lift but we act like we are waiting for the other colleagues gathered to go up and avoided taking the same lift with him. Don't mention he used to be Malaysian, as it really embarrassed Malaysian chinese.

I still remember when I worked part time at Bento Box, where all the chiefs mainly are from Malaysia and they are chinese too, we were so closed and so considerate to each other. Although some times kitchen is really very busy, cant even stop for a second, we never put anger to each other and if there is any, it'll soon be over or end with laughter. This make me feel that we are like 1 big family, no matter which part of Malaysia you are from. I still went back often to visit them when i'm free and ended having a free dinner there. Even the big chef who is a Singaporean treat me better than my manager now. Maybe there is no infinity between us, i just hope time flies.

The Stranger

Last Sunday, I watched "The Strangers". The 1 hour plus short movie is a quite thrilling one. In the movie, only main female and male actors showed their true face but the 3 misterious killers were my most curious part to know. The short movies left me a lot of imaginations and unexplained clues which is good for the next "The Strangers 2" to come. I do like the movie plot and a lot of imaginations part for viewers to think about and playing their mind but i still think a movie with no ending is still unperfectly, at least it should gave a conclusion rather than leaves all the viewers waiting after the movie ended thought it hasn't finish, make me and Niao wanna laugh:) For me, i felt a bit dissapointed as I thought it would be a thrilling and action for the actress to fight back against the killers instead of being a coward, crying and runnning away. But still, the movie worth my 4* out of 5*. Waiting for P2 to show but i am belly-up already:(

U all are appreciated

I am very glad for knowing such a nice friend like you. When you heard i am being bullied, you wanna call my boss and scold my colleagues, i really appreciates it. I knew why god wanna make my life miserable so that I could learn my friends well. Who is friend indeed and who is friend not need. True friend shows action but not kept quiet nor ignore. In the other hand, some friend make me heartache. Haiz... even frens who cares for me would leave a comment to consolate me but those frens u may see them everyday and they knew ur situation just kept quiet like nothing happens and even sarcastic. Wow! i am quite amazed by their acting skill, sometimes like a good colleagues when they need help and then show me that kind of "do i know u?" attitude. What to do? I could only pray for things to get better but it just seem useless... 18 days to go, to leave hell.

Resigned

Haiz... After submitted my resign letter, people in the office treat me transparently. WTH! So, because of u guys wanna suck up with the boss and treat me this way, that's fine! I knew my last month would not goes smoothly, but never thought it'll start so fast. Senior stop giving me works and colleagues stop talking to me. Is this friendship called? at 1st, say they'll support you but in the end ignored you, fooled you and betrayed you. Nothing in this world can be judge by it's appearance, i've learnt it. I think the greatest thing I'd learnt in the company is the office politic, and i'll bear it in mind and remind me as long as i can in my future working oportunity. I couldn't blame them for being selfishness as they're trying to save their own rice bowl. Thanks for teaching me a lesson, thank you! I'll show them, Ryian will carry on!

start from 0

My few months effort of earning, now goes to the bank... Haiz... only worked for 4 months, a little savings of mine but now going back to bank's pocket. I've been working for nothing... As long as my debt is still there and my heart is heavy draging. My reason of paying all i can at the earliest is that i do not want the interests to be multiplied on and on. I just dont feel good oweing to others. Even though, my brother willing to lend me the sum but i'll feel more uncomfortable cos is my decision to go study. Now, thrifting is my way of life to survive. I'll avoid every chances of wastage and tried to use my left over $93.48 for the month. Please dun feel pity for me as i think it is a good challenge for me and it's quite impossible. I knew I will make it!!!

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Movies

Recently watched some thrilled movies, 1 is called Art Of The Devil - Thailand movie also called "Long khong". I watched Long Khong 2 two years ago in the cinema, when i saw long khong 1 in crunchyroll, i really miss the exciting scene of the 'bomoh' so i watched it online and is really scary and disgusted... Now, long kgong 3 is showing in the cinema but no one wanna accompany me for the show as it really ierks you...

And yesterday i watched "WANTED" premier... Erm... Angelina Jolie is so pretty in the show, she fight very well and cool man... but not that thrilling as i expected. I give 3* out of 5*. But the train drop at the cliff was my favaurite scene... although it's a bit fake but it still catch my attention. Lastly i think that the story was good too but too bloody for gals.

These two movies really show how cruelsome wowen were... So, You Don't Mess With The Women. Hehehe...

Shit days

Haiz... Please chase the cloud away above my head... Why the cloud keep following me? Why??? Know my situation now? I really hate making decision, when i choose to further study, bank came chasing me to repay them. I told them i wanna further study and asked them whether can defer my payment after my further study? furthermore, i'll continue loaning with them, what's the hurry? They say i must write in to them personally by post not email and subject to approval. That means i do not know whether can defer and by the way i need to quit my job to go NUS now... If i do not have income how i suppose to pay them? think la!!! and they set the rules of late payment will increase of additional 1%, what the hell bank! this is so called loan shark with licence! 4.75% is ady damn huge sum! and they wanna add another 1%! see, i should have study banking and open my own finance company... and i'll be making lots of money for sure!

Graduation Day

Last thursday, it comes my 1 one of my big day of my life. It's not my wedding but my Graduation Convocation. I applied a half day off and went home very excited. I helped my Mum choose what to wear and then brought Brandon and Dad to school. We were very early and prepared to go into the Convention Centre. Unfortunately, an usher stopped us from getting is and asked how old is Brandon. I told him almost 7, but actually he's just 4. The usher wouldnt let us in and insists to bring them to the Auditorium to watch the live telecast from the Convention Centre, of cos once again i quarrel with them. But still they wouldnt let us in no matter how hard i tried to tell them Brandon can behave himself. I learnt that the Convention Centre is not big enough for all the visitors so they just wanna push as many people as they could to the Auditorium. Stupid SP gathered too many courses together and accidentally in my session, so many of the parents who came late need to go to the Auditorium. This is so unfair to me as i came so early for the seat but still they wanna let the late one to have my seat in front of me. In the Auditorium, a nice usher knew we are foreigners and came to ask why my parents are pushed here. I told him the whole story and i saw him called with walkie talkie tried to help me. Then he got another female assistant to help look after Brandon so my parents who came from overseas could get into the Convention Centre. I knew Brandon wouldnt agrees so i decided to let my Dad into the Convention Centre and booked a seat for Mum 1st as the seats are filling up fast, and Mum wait for Sis to come pick Brandon up after work. Fortunately, sis came just in time in the last minute then, mum and i ran in. In the rushed i accidentally sat on the wrong seat after i sat in and i squeeze out again and ran to my seat. I stepped a lot of others feet. I think they must be scolding mailto:!*&*@&!%5E#!*&@#%!, but i did say sorry:) That was the memorable day i'll always remember.

Chocolate

Yesterday i wached 1 Thailand movie called "Chocolate", at first i dont wanna watch cos who knows such a unpopular movie and the name are so comon. Then Niao and Sze Wei insists to watch it, ok lo, just not to disapoint them so i forced myself to go in the cinema.
The story line was good, touching, and the actress was very pretty from a baby child to a youngster. OMG! can't believe such a skinny girl can fight so well, and her fighting skill was so beautiful. I think that she is the female version of Om Bak, her action is greater than Jackie Chan. After the movie, it continue to show how they shoot the film, all are play by the girl herself without stand in. It is a movie worth 4 stars but i dont really like the ending. If you like action movies, Must watch!

Bored Wed

Today i surf 8 hours net in the office because my senior was absent. I guess he must be sick otherwise he sure give me a lot of work to do. I asked around for jobs but still no ones wanna offer me task. So the whole day surfing net, update blogs and chatting with friends but seems like friends also busying so i did not bother them long. Coming months, i planned for a lot of movies, wow! looks like next months movies all suits me. Tomorrow, i'll be going down to Serangoon to pick up my graduation robe. I am very excited for that day to come. Today, Pei Ling smsed me to asured my graduation date, maybe they wanna turn up and give me a surprise. Or i am just thinking too much? hehe, later only dissapoint me. My CPU was sent back home town for sell and my new CPU havent finish so I get to use PC at home. My brother told me his friend would like to sell if for me as it worth RM400. I am looking forward to welcome my new CPU, hope it will be as great as i thought. Not like the previous 1 who make me so frustrated. You know what? the previous pc always hanged during my rush hour of projects then ended up i need to burn mid night oil to finish. All these unforgetable experience happened in my Poly life but no one know it. During that time how i wish i could afford a new 1. Haha! Finally, i could afford 1. Yeah! $$$, without $, how can i live?

it's friday

After i started working, i've a long time never meet my friends and zoo members... Really missed them all. Heard that Tiger Nie is going back packing then go UK study... WOW~! But for me, i think i'd already used to Singapore lifestyle and it is easier to go back home town when i am free. So, most probably i'll be studying in NUS instead of going Australia. Yesterday met Panda Shing and Piggy Shan for dinner and today is Piow Yang and Li Hao. Piow Yang changed his hair style to the spiky hair. Looks more stylish now, hahaha. Oops, i didnt say he used to be orbit la... Today during lunch time, Evangeline drove me to SP again, we planned to donate blood. But as i thought, it is unsucessful because of the crowd and we only have 1 hour lunch break. So we proceed to food court 2 to buy fruits. Food court 2 looks more elegant and brighter after renovation but the table were laid too close to the stalls so that causes queue crumbled up and cant even walk through it. Tomorrow going back home town, yeah!

Cruelsome Cyclone

It's almost 1 week cyclone happenned in Myanmar, and my pity colleague still can't contact his family! Yesterday have a long conversation with him after worked, i asked him how's his feeling and what can i do for him? i think he dont wanna bother me but as a friend and colleague i still think giving him some money would help him somehow... In the office only me and Emily could see his worriedness and braveness. Tomorrow Emily's gonna leave the company, she asked me to take care of Thet. This company is making me sick of it, like people wont stay long. The Austrian boss and lady boss looks not so friendly as i thought and our so called 2nd boss a Malaysian also very tricky, tell us a lot of lies and now he's cheating Thet for only giving him $1300 per month. OMG! i really surprised when Thet told me his pay, i cant believe a Degree graduate is getting such a low pay!

Submiting PR

Last sat, i went ICA to submit my PR application. I woke up at 5.30am and quickly do my wash up and rush to ICA. I tought I am early but when i reaches the building around 6.30am, a queue of approximate 40 persons was already there, one of them is Linn Thet who stand quite infront. He reached there at 5.45am but not the earliest. Huan was late about 30 mins and i didnt let her cut my queue as i knew people behind will be angry if i do so. So she queue far behind me. Stupid Banglahdesh or Indian keep on cuting in front the queue but the officer did not notice it. It was funny that the officer did not allowed the queue to eat but queue is at the outside of the building. During the 1 and a half hours of waiting, i saw people so surprise when they saw the queue. In my mind is likr thinking "U tot i woke up in the early morning is for nothing huh? and u enjoyed ur sleep untill the sun rises are clever isn't?". W.T.H!!! Finally, it reaches 8am and the building door was opened and people queing in front, all made a choas rushing to the elevator. I am lucky to get in the second elevator and proceed up to 5th floor. Then queue again for the number, this time i got a number 32 which is 4 person behind Linn. Huan got a number 94 and she realised she accidentally cut a queue. She was quite lucky. If not wrong, according to Wen Ya, people came after 7am would not got a chance to get a number. The submiting procedure is easy and fast, the officer which is only 19 years old checked my results and asked me about my distinction subject. Wonder what is she thinking in her mind? After i finished, i waited Huan untill !0.15am we left the building.

Labour Day just a nice name

Why Labour Day must be in 1st of May? Why not let it be the 1st monday of May so workers have a long break instead of having a day off then need to work on the second day. It is a misserable feeling for some people like me cos 1 day off for me is just wont be enuff and even cos me more tired. Although i hate the feeling of back to work today, but is still quite slacks cos my subordinate and some colleagues took their leave to enjoy long holiday... Yeah! that means i also slacking in the office.

Last wed, my senior engineer stressed me and Huan. He hinting us if we are free please go and revise our book and he says that he hope we can lead a group in the company so need to be more hardworking. He says that in times he'll ask us to do the calculation for buildings, I'm thinking if we're doing the calculation job and drawing part as well, that means u and other engineers is doing nothing rite?! What the heck is he thinking?! expect us to do so much and difficult tasks but we're still no experience yet! Then he added an example: if he's the boss, he won't employ a worker with $2000 but he only work for $1500. So is he hinting us we are not hardworking enough for our current pay now? then i need to be his slave is it?! But in my mind was thinking i dont think i got the highest pay here, there are still lots and lots of higher pay outside there as my friends was and they were doing nothing in the company. I'm glad i could learn things here so i decided to stay here and not because of the pay! This senior engineer who interviewed us and employed us actually lied to us from the begining. He's such a bustard! At first, he say if we got any difficulties, we could look for him but after we worked here, he pushes us around to other colleagues and they pushes us round and around. My fren always dont have her own perspective, always suck up the boss and colleague and make me mad. She's that kind of people who complains the boss and when we confronted the boss, she'll change her view to the boss side and make me the sinner! She is that kind of people you cant rely on, cos doubt she'll help you when u r in trouble and worst she'll step u when u fell. But maybe i wronged her if she's just too naive??